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A letter

2011-01-01T04:57:00.000-08:00

It was one letter,
3 pages,
I never counted the words,
but I'm sure they were alot.
The countless drafts to finally achieve it,
the countless times of writing and realizing so much more,
so much that had been unsaid.
So it was one letter,
lost in the mail,
and with it,
lost all words,
all scratches on paper,
that would be made understood.

Should have just stuck with technology.
Bhahaha
Sorry Zafir, maybe one day you'll get it anyway.
:))

Xoxoxo
-Syana

Abah

2010-12-21T06:42:00.001-08:00

My brother is laughing nonstop currently. It's all because of a little conversation he and my dad had at Alamanda tadi.

Abah : "Akmal kena cepat tau, dia(the poslaju guy) will ‘pek’2 dua kali, then he'll leave."

Akmal : "Takde cara nak hentikan dia ke, bah?"

Abah : "Nanti abah tembak dia dengan bazooka sampai van terbalik. Then go up to him and say 'Where's my parcel you idiot?'"

Xoxoxo

-Syana

CURSE YOUUUU!!!

2010-12-20T07:05:00.000-08:00

Gossip Girl is back on January the 24th.

Languages

2010-12-19T03:43:00.000-08:00

So I was at Sogo today when i saw this real cute shirt and asked the worker there:

Me: "Do you have this in a size M?"
Him: "Kejap. bla bla bla..... Xde"
Me: "Do you have the blue in a size M?"
Him: "X jugak."

Okay, so I walked around some more and saw this other shirt,
and went to the guy again.

Me: "Do you have this in a size M?"
Him: "Cakap Malaysia."
Me: "What?"
Him: "Cakap Melayu."

WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!
I kinda just blanked then but you know my head did as it was commanded and so i actually slowly translated word by word in malay and i think it came out as something like:
"Ada dalam saiz M?"
And I dont even know if that was grammatically wrong or right, or if that even made sense, but i think that's what came out.
Him: "X reti ke?"
And this is where the mortification comes:
Me: "Sikit-sikit"

Coz I was ashamed. I was ashamed that i couldn't just make a sentence in malay so naturally, but actually had to think about it, to actually have to translate it word for word when i'm a bloody Malay!!!
But you know what i really want to say,
Fuck you!
Who cares what bloody language i use?
It's not like i'm bloody ruining your day by using it.
And you bloody well did understand anyway didnt you?
And how bloody dare you put me on the spot like that?
I hate being put on the spot!
So yeah,

Xoxoxo

-Syana

Addiction

2010-12-10T05:31:00.000-08:00

Yes, it's the time again where i post something about my latest addiction,
and here it is:

Ok, so i know they have been my addiction since their first little ummm.. thing(?)*hahaha. that's me trying to be all diploamtic about sex at the back of Chucks limo,
but hey, theyre still currently my addiction till now!
It's so sad how badly they're made for each other, that it's well.. bad*for a lack of a better word, anyway.
Hmmm.. Anyway, I'm off to watch them now.

Xoxoxo
-Syana

AdSyanaSyaf

2010-12-08T08:31:00.000-08:00

I think this will be our last sleepover,
for this year and next anyway.
It hurts to think about it,
but the memories gained by these 2 days were worth it,
you see,
i heart them.
And they will forever be special to me,
forever will they be,
my besties. <33

I Regret

2010-12-06T18:11:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry.
For all the things I wanted but couldn't get to do with you,
for all the things I regret.
I regret I didn't get the chance to hold your hand,
I regret I didn't get to see all your smiles, laughs, and happy moments,
I regret I wasn't there to calm you down if you got upset,
to tell you it was going to be okay,
nor being able to wipe away your tears,
I regret I didn't get the chance to feel the warmth of your hug,
I regret not being able to tell you how much I loved you as much as I could,
I regret not calling you every night, and falling asleep to your voice,
I also regret not being the first thing you wake up to,
I regret not being able to show you off to all my friends,
saying how nice, understanding, and charming you are, :))
I regret how insecure I was sometimes,
how i should have been myself with you,
but was scared,
I regret how i shut you out like that,
when truthfully no guy has ever come to being so in to me,
See, there are alot of things i regret,
even more actually,
But i just want you to understand,
please remember,
I have never once nor ever will,
regret you.

Thank you for coming into my life,
and please,
continue to stay.

Xoxoxo
-Syana

A Colourful World

2010-12-05T21:57:00.000-08:00

It was a dull, grey morning. The sky was once again clouded with ever looming clouds, casting a shadowy front to the neighbourhood. The absence of the golden glow of the sun once again unable to be demolished from the minds of the residents who long become accustomed with the peculiar weather. The wind swished through, rustling the olive drab green leaves of the oaks that neatly lined the streets, sending shivers to the already bitter morning.

An old lady, with whitening hair, was seen hobbling down her porch, towards her letter box, shivering the way. She looked up to the sky and frowned, shaking her head as if disappointed with what came into view. She hobbled back up, all the way shaking her head as she dwelled upon her now khaki yellow wilted daisies that used to once merrily line up her said porch. A few houses back, a healthy looking man clad in a finely tailored suit was seen walking across a dried up olive green lawn, to his posh car, a dead set crease carved upon his face. His features were strained, as if every movement of his body was forced, as if enduring this very moment was the most sadistic torture one could allow the imagination to wander.

A teenage girl, of 16 years or more, dressed smartly in her school white shirt and navy blue pinafore, was shuffling her way down the pavement, lugging her tone-brick backpack, head down, muttering gobbledygook to herself. Once or twice she would look up to the sky, a flash of hope descending each time, but which would swiftly disappear as quickly as it came, as the forlorn of the weather came to bare.

The whole neighbourhood, in reality, endured everyday for the past month like this, with gloom and despair, frowns set into place, shoulders hunched, dreading every single passing moment, blaming the dreary weather for upsetting their moods. For they had once seen better days. Days where the sun would shine its golden rays, reflecting off the paint from the rows of houses, exuding a vibrant glow. Days where the yellow-green lawns were perfectly mowed, the pigment green hedges perfectly trimmed. Days where their flower bed would bloom of magenta, red-violet, rose, yellow, Maya blue, thistle, and lilac. Days where the blue sky was actually seen, where the clouds were a splash white, and their shapes could be guessed and laughed at.

A high whimsical laugh suddenly pierced through the sombre morning. Out of place, an oddity, like a single blooming flower in a battlefield. A girl came in view, ivory, her midnight black hair blowing around her as another gust of wind brushed through. Beside her, trudged around a little boy of four years or so, making distorting, funny faces with the help of his little fingers. She laughed once again, her eyes crinkled into crescent moons, her cheeks rounded, and her straight teeth shown.

The school girl shuffling, looked up, baffled as if it were such incredulousity that a person could actually be cheerful in such a grim weather. The girl realized she was being watched, thus raised her head, and smiled sweetly to the school girl, waving gleefully, as if not a care in the world. The high schooler just stared, bewildered, then sunk her head back down and continued her journey.

A regular outsider would never have understood, never to comprehend how that particular girl could still be filled with life, with animation, when the world around her was drowning in greyscale. How that girl did not also get dragged into the dullness the world around her deemed to dwell in. How the girl could not miss the colours the neighbourhood once owned, but then again, how could she? How could a person miss something they never had in the first place?

She never did have the chance to witness the sun that shone its golden rays, reflecting the paint from the rows of houses, exuding a vibrant glow. Never did she set eyes on the yellow-green lawns which were perfectly mowed, the pigment green hedges which were perfectly trimmed. Never could she catch a glimpse of the flower beds that would bloom of magenta, red-violet, rose, yellow, Maya blue, thistle, and lilac. Nor the blue sky was actually seen, where the clouds were a splash white, and their shapes could be guessed and laughed at.

For the truth was, that particular girl, that girl who was now happily skipping along, merrily greeting whomever she passed, cheerfully smiling, taking in each moment,was colour blind. Though her world is not filled with the colours we are able to indulge in everyday, does not mean her world is any less colourful. For the colours that fill her world, are vivacity, spirit, invigoration, and ever lasting gratitude to the world she is still able to walk on.

This is another something I worked on for school. But this one was for GrapeVine, the EMC magazine. Hope you guys like it, it brings light to a few things.

Xoxoxo
-Syana

Missing you

2010-12-03T07:45:00.000-08:00

I miss the days where we would lie down next to each other in bed,

with our pillows taking much more space than ourselves,

and stare at the bare ceiling,

while talking, flowing each word out of our mouths,

each thought, each worry, each news, each story, each memory,

until the time came where silence instead would take place,

and we would close our eyes,

knowing peacefully,

"she's my roomie."

Miss you Fatttt.

Xoxoxo
-Syana

Closure

2010-11-27T07:23:00.000-08:00

I couldn't sleep last night,
Thoughts were lingering in my head,
Words were playing,
Letters were dancing,
So instead of simply ignoring them like i did the whole day,
I wrote.
I took a pencil and a paper and started writing,
a letter by letter, forming words, forming sentences,
that finally were let out of my mind,
that were finally so true you could see,
in plain black and white,
and boyy did that feel good.

It hurt to actually think about it,
But i knew the end result was what i was waiting for,
that simple contentment when i finally reread it, and reread it again,
and realized,
how much i had actually needed to do this before.
How much i actually needed that,
well, closure.

I am content.
So, thank you.

Xoxoxo

-Syana

Common

2010-11-26T03:03:00.000-08:00

If you could pick to be a flower,

what would be your choice?

A daisy.
Such a common flower,

found anywhere and everywhere,

on the side of the streets,

on your way to school,

whatever.

But does anybody even realize what it symbolizes?

Or that sad, stupid, pathetic hope it brings?

"He loves me. He loves me not. He loves me. He loves me not. He loves me. He loves me not. He loves me. He loves me not. He loves me. Not"

Or just the heartache.

Xoxoxo

-Syana

Note the Boredom

2010-11-22T06:31:00.000-08:00

She clambered onto the boxes, arms flailing, legs pounding, eyes tearing, faster. She knew she was so close, close to seeing what she had dreamt for weeks, each stagger, she knew with all her heart, she would finally be capable of seeing. Seeing what had always left her pondering, always left her crying each morning, brooded over each silence, contemplated each second, mulled through until the time came again, where she would close her eyes, and they replay. Though with that last heave, as she raised her chin to finally see, she tumbled all the way back down, into a nothingness so painful, you would have thought it would kill her. Though of course living is the further torture.

~*~

I have nothing really to say, my life has currently been surrounded with how badly I want to finish all my homework, but to also how badly i always cave in to my one most sick addiction;

the internet.

Sheesh.

I'll be away for sometime though.

As an update, I'll be at Cambodia on the 30th to the 5th.

On the 7th to the 9th I'll be in KL with the besties/bitches/whateverpeoplethati'llloveforver for our annual sleepover(so lame this year since it's only 2 days, we need to work that out)

And on the 11th to 13th in Penang.

13th to 17th will be at Langkawi.

:)) Me need chocolatessss.

So basicallly that'll be my bussyyy period,

then after that i think it'll be safe to say i'll be back to the usual indolence i portray.

xoxoxo

-Syana

Love Living, Live Loving

2010-11-18T07:46:00.000-08:00

Imagine waking up 15 minutes late from staying up late the night before for a project due today. You are left by the bus and you have to run the 2km way to your school. Not only do you arrive late and your name has been taken down by the prefects, you are also late for an Add Maths surprise pop quiz, the only subject you are deemed to never pass. You leave the hall feeling grumpy and with the worst ever headache in history of mankind when you suddenly trip over something and most unceremoniously fall flat on your face. You are on the verge of exploding with the whole Niagara Falls when someone comes up to you and says something:

“Are you ok?”

Such three simple words, but you can’t just help but smile and feel all tingly from the warmth and love emanating from it. Such warmth and love from a perfect stranger. One who does not know you nor has any connection at all with you, but love all the same.

This is the very essence we are missing nowadays. One which we have learnt to forget, erased form our very souls. Instead, hate, greed and selfishness make home in our body. Such a low degree we have made comfortable living in.

Child abuse, road rage, bullying, discrimination, drugs, gangs, racism, the war. So much hate for the world to envelope. Our humanity has deteriorated. The question is, how much more can the world withstand?
We now live in a world where “friendliness” is counted as “sexual harassment”, and any act of kindness is regarded to have a reason in disguise. No more to just being content strolling in the park, chatting up with strangers, but now everything is deemed as dangerous. And sometimes, for the worst, it actually is. But what happened? Where did the time where we could go outside alone for a quick stop at the supermarket feeling perfectly safe without the need for pepper sprays and other safety gadgets go? Why do we come back home crying from school for not being fashionable, athletic, intelligent, rich or just even the same skin colour as others?

Why can’t people live and let live?

One person most obviously cannot change all of that, but the more that contribute to society in a positive matter and interact with others in a positive matter can go a long way. Sometimes, doing an act of kindness changes one person into one who is more loving with others. It creates such an undeniable chain reaction that most certainly could evolve into something so much bigger, and eventually morph into peace.

Let us strive in being someone who is perfectly content with who they are, how other people are, and life itself. Let us spread this love, for a better life to come.

This is actually a piece i made for this MagInc competition this year. Simply thought of sharing. The thingy is actually longer, but the rest is just shitty and telling you guys to spread love. WHICH you SHOULD!

Xoxoxo
-Syana

16th November 2010

2010-11-15T22:32:00.000-08:00

Hello people.
It is currently 2.26 pm.
Which is way past noon,
Yes, I actually woke up early today,
Yes, I actually cycled for more than 15km today,
And no, I still have not showered.
Disgusting? Yes.
Do I care? No.
So fuck you.

Anyway, do you guys know what day it is today?
It's a very sweet day for a very sweet someone*eew, not really*.

Lame? I know.

Do I care? Fuck you.

Happy bday Yee-channnn.

Imy!

Book Frenzyyy

2010-11-14T07:06:00.000-08:00

Do you know what you see above?
Well, if you don't,
what you see there is heaven.
Yes, a little trip away from this shitholed earth,
and into heaven.
And do you know,
what made this little piece of heaven even more heavenly?
Well, if you don't,
then it's the fact that all these books cost less than RM185.
MOTHERFUCKER WHAT WAS THAAAAAAAAT?!?!?
Yes, i know.
It is highly shocking.

Ahahahahahaha.
I had a freaking blast weyyhhh,
carrying a tonne weighed box filled with books with me while searching for more books like crazyyy.
I totally did go less on the chick-lit and whatnot,
but i still couldnt help myself.
Sorry along.
:))
And sorry Raiz too,
the only book from Dan Brown yang they had was The Da Vinci Code,
And i already have that.

That will be all from me.

xoxoxo
-Syana

Let's Talk

2010-11-13T21:46:00.000-08:00

Talk about life,
As we see it,
Take all the time,
In this world,
Talk about dreams,
We have been in,
I want to take your eyes,
off the other girls,
Just stay with me,
Just stay so tight,
Come and laugh with me,
As we get through this night,
Talk about love,
Like we believe it,
Talk about how we'll get through,
Through this world i believe in,
Through this world,
I met you,
Let's talk about it,
All the saved stories,
Those past memories,
We'll talk about it,
I want to talk about it,
With you.
I choose to open up about this,
only with you.

So, would you talk with me too?

Bloody Yell!!

2010-10-22T02:45:00.000-07:00

Hello people.
Sheesh.
I can't say the word 'people' anymore without thinking of Raiz.
He says i say the word like 'pee-pool'
which I DONT, but like he cares.
Hhmmm.
Zhafriel Raiz Mohd Yasid.
Uuuuu~~~
Did you catch that?
He only needs to change 1 letter of his dad's name to resemble mine,
which when you think about it,
HE doesn't need to,
as the school does enough of that.
Sheesh.
Do I constantly have to take out a pen and change the 'z' to 's' in his name?
Whatever.
He's in class 418,
but his handwriting is so awful it usually turns up as 416.
Speaking of handwriting,
How dare Imran say mine and his are practically the same??
Chicken scratch?
OMG.
I think I'd deserve a little bit more credit than just that,
sheesh.
He's fairly informative.
Always spitting stuff out from Oprah, and whatnot.
Yes, he watches Oprah.
And, wow,
The Nanny also.
Which also remembers me to highlight,
Raiz! That Ms Fine imitation of yours does not work, so please do not ever do it again.
:))
He exudes this confidence.
Bhahaha.
Well he says he does anyway,
what with his aphrodisiac self and all.
He's the VICE president of Engish Language SOCIETY.
Even if he constantly wants to change it to 'Club' instead.
For countless times Farid and I have to remind him how 'society' is much more sophisticated.
I'm the president,
and I don't get what he means when he says I act as the vice,
always lacking in the working department.
HELLO?!?
That's exactly the people at the top's work ok?
Smile and wave, smile and wave.
:))
I'd have to admit though,
he's super!
He does everything he's told,
even stuff NOT told,
*now this could both be in a good way or bad*
has never once ditched me,
even if he has punctuality issues.
Thus, thank you, Raiz,
I know I owe you big time.
But OMGOMGOMG,
this is the part where I guess I'd have to apologize a bit,
you see,
Congratulations Raiz,
On getting the post of PRESIDENT of EMC.
Wootwoot!
But condolences,
on getting me as your vice.
:)

xoxoxo
I miss you guys!!
Syana

p/s- and oh yeah, before i forget,
"bloody yell",
yeah, "bloody hell" without the 'h' but a 'y' instead,
well, he so thoughtfully taught me that.

4th October

2010-10-22T02:28:00.000-07:00

I have this friend.
And we always have lots of fun together.
I can't but help and search for him every time I'm bored,
since the word 'bored' doesn't ever have the chance to sweep in with all the talking we have.
And even though at times he annoys me like hell,
I just can't help but still love him.
He loves imitating me and making fun of my accent,
even if i tell him time and time again that;
I DO NOT HAVE AN ACCENT.
He makes fun of the fact that 'British' people were brought up with so much manners and whatnot to the point they have no feelings.
He says that's me.
He also keeps on proving this by saying i talk with a monotonous voice.
And though i try to pull a straight face time and time again when he does this,
I just can't help but cracking up anyway.
We would always have these late night phone calls that last so long it annoys Fat and Najju who says he's stealing me from him.
This is usually the point where I have to hang up.
At times I'd be so tired and can't be bothered to press that 'answer' button,
but when I do,
I'd be left smiling like a dork after.
He NEVER jumps.
Ok, maybe WE never jump, but let's not stray now.
By 'jumping', I mean, jump to the point.
We would start our conversation with one important thing in our minds,
but then suddenly stray from that,
and lastly, when we're saying 'bye',
suddenly realize, we never got to the point.
That would make us have to find each other again,
try to convey the point again,
stray again, and the list goes on.
I'm not complaining though,
I like my time spent with him.
He can be at times way too boisterous and childish,
but I just can't care, since he brings out the real me,
the one I tend to hide from others.
You see, I'll admit, I am a bit picky about choosing my friends.
I believe it's about quality, not quantity.
And this friend had quality.
So that's why I really care about him,
and which makes writing all this a bit painful,
since you know,
If I were being truthful, then I'm not.
Since all this is a lie.
See, it's not that I have this friend, but,
how I had this friend.
And I'm just not sure what happened that changed it all.
So truthfully, sincerely, I miss him.
And, well,
I want him back.

The Perfect Man

2010-10-02T10:37:00.000-07:00

We all dream about it. We all imagine it.
Every detail has at least once run through our mind,
and every speck has been disected,
edited through time, to keep up track.
To keep up through the changes we constantly go along.
Changes. Growth. Maturity.
For it is this that we hope for.
The one guy that could just be everything he should be.
The point of the matter is, if we talked about the outside,
it would obviously be delusional, including a lot of details from Edward Cullen(book NOT movie), your most hottest Johnny Depp, and of course the heart stopping, mouth watering Baptiste Giabiconi.
So that's just that.
Looks change, as we grow, and as gravity kicks in,
so no matter how hot your Perfect Man is today,
he won't necessarily stay that way tomorrow.
And even all the photoshop in the world can't stop the fact you still have to face him each morning.
So that's why, as impossible it may seem for poor little shallow Syana,
when I think of the Perfect Man, what usually comes to mind is the inside.
The giddy feeling I get every single time I see him,
the way I'd smile with just the mention of his name,
the way I'd check the mirror, window, puddle, ANYTHINGG,
for my reflection when he comes my way,
but when all that worry just goes away when I'm with him.

I want a guy
who can make me laugh.
not the kind of jokes that are stupid and forgettable, but the kind that can suddenly pop into my head any time of the day and still have me laughing just as hard.

who can cheer me up.
this would obviously be associated with the first. I want him to know what to do when I'm down, and just make me forget about all my worries.

that I can share anything with.
and i mean each and every single thing. and for him to be able to accept everything, be able to understand and laugh or cry about each moment with me, would make me fall for him even more.

who is nice.
and i know this sounds lame, but sincerely, that's actually the most important. I want him filled with manners, respect, and simple protocol. I want him to greet my parents, have respect for women alike, and to know his P's and Q's.

who accepts me.
for that is really all we wish. To know each and every single inch about me, each and every flaw, each of my bad habits, and more, but to accept me nonetheless.

who can make friends with my friends.
to realize how much they mean in my life, and to realize that they're apart of me too. To be able to accept them as much as he accepts me.

who likes reading as much as i do.
and yes, i know this sounds nerdy, but hey, typical me. I want us to share each book together, spend hours discussing without skipping a beat, and to be able to spend time with him, with no words exchanged, except the soft exchange of breath, as we both read books, is a time i dream of.

who knows good english
who gets sarcasm, irony, puns, and the basic facts like how fish n chips is best eaten at the seaside. And not because I'm being snobby, but the fact how i can only relay things well in english, and for him to be able to understand, puts my heart at rest. Or maybe it might skip a beat.

So there you go I guess. The perfect man for me, the only thing good is the fact that i don't care about the outside, coz if i did, then i'd probably stay as the unmarried sister who keeps on hogging her already married sister's house like in Hope and Faith. I mean, this way, it'd hardly be forever. Just until I'm 50 or so.

xoxoxo
Syana

FatFattFatFatt

2010-09-04T23:56:00.000-07:00

Hello dear people of the world.
Yes, I have been away for a while.
So yes, I am back.
Yes, I know you have missed me.
And yes, I don't miss you back.

Asrama life has been hectic, and the time most looked forward to on days like that is time molesting my bed.
That, or molesting Fat's bed.
Which is the next most comfy bed next to mine of course.
So, who is Fat?
None other than Fatin Syahidah Hamidun, my roomie.
Of course I have 2 other roomies,
but let's just focus on her right now.
She is childish, hectic, stressful, loud, blatant, blustering, boisterous, cacophonous,deafening, ear-piercing, ear-splitting, intense, rambunctious, raucous, thundering, tumultuous, turbulent, uproarious, vehement, vociferous, foolish, frivolous, naive, unsophisticated, aggravating, annoying, disquieting, disturbing, exasperating, irksome, irritating, maddening and simply just homicide appealing.
But then again, I guess that's exactly what you have to love about her.
*Jangan nak perasan sangat lah Fat, I'm just pretending that I love you for the sake of this blog*

We call her Fat, but that's just because she's the total OPPOSITE!!
She's as skinnnnyyy as hell, sincerely,
like you just feel the need to shove a sandwich down her throat or something.
But she actually dares to say that I'm the skinny one.
Sheesh.

She's a BADAR.
Which stands for Badan Dakwah dan Rohaniah.
(or something like that, i totally forgot)
Which also stands for people asking the world to do good and and whatnot.
She's always a good little Badar,
Going to the surau and sometimes dragging me by the feet with her.
As I said,
"good" is the term we're trying to stress here.
And annoying the hell out of your roommate, just standing there beside your bed and repeating it over and over to go pray is obviously in the "good" category.
NOTTTTT.
Ahahaha.
But she's worth it.... Sometimes.

She laughs reallllllyyyy loudly, and just can't control herself when she does.
But then someone will go and say "Fatt!!"
And she'll shut her mouth, widen her eyes and looks around then heads down.

We fight all the time,
bout anything and anyone.
Her childishness makes me want to choke her sometimes.
Or a simple BAM on the head would do.
Anything to keep that smile of her face.

She has a weird lesbo idolization crush on this senior,
and she gets a jealous fit out of everythhinngg.
Even her crushes on guys are based from jealousy.
It's hilarious really,
how she says she's over this one guy since another girl is closer to him or whatnot,
but secretly she still has the crush.
Typical childish Fat, really.

She's a total scaredyyy cattt!!
If we were to talk about ghosts or whatnot, we'd have to send her out of the room.
And once she actually cried when Fiqa told this ghost story or something.
At nights when she's scared like that she'll creep onto somebody's bed.
Or she'll force somebody to sleep with her.
Usually she creeps onto my bed.
Then we fight about her taking 2 pillows, and me also using 2 pillows,
and say that each other is fat,
and then do a lot of shuffling and groveling before we actually just get comfy and stay put.

Talking to her before sleeping is usually the best.
Since at times like those the world is calm,
and the night is waiting to drown us out,
and I'm getting the feeling it also has something to do with the lack of light energy,
thus heat energy,
thus kinetic energy, to get her going,
so she gets calm also.

That's Fat for you.
And Fat for me too.
The End.

xoxoxo
Syana

Schedukle.

2010-05-21T19:22:00.000-07:00

Or so ain calls it.
Whatever.

6.00 am

Wake up.

Mandi.

Gosok gigi.

Subuh.

Whatever.

The time differs really,

Latest I've woken up at is about 6.20 am.

7.10 am

Morning rollcall.

(which basically is like assembly, or much like breakfast time for me.)

7.30 am

Class starts.

(or its supposed to anyway, but usually the rollcalls take too much time,

and the perjalanan to our class is like 10 mins anyway, so yeah)

2.10 pm

Class ends.

Lunch.

Zuhur.

Whatever.

3.00 pm

Prep.

Which basically stands for preparation.

Which basically means homework/study time.

(But we usually end up clearing the block at about 3.10 to 3.15 anyway. Or later. but hey, who's counting?)

4.30 pm

Zuhur.

Rest.

Whatever.

5.00 pm

Riadah.

(When I say riadah, i basically refer to,

me on the bed unconscious.)

6.30 pm

Dinner.

Mandi.

Whatever.

7.20 pm

Maghrib and Isya'

(It's wajib to turun to the surau for this)

9.00 pm

Prep.

Again.

10.45 pm

Supper.

Bed.

Whatever.

11.15 pm

Taklim

(which basically means alot of baca-ing this surah and that)

11.30 pm

Lights off.

(but that doesnt mean we go to bed or anything)

Anyway, this is usually how the weekdays go.

There're few changes at times.

Such as we don't always have evening prep.

On tues it's replaced with Club activities and on thurs we unit beruniform.

For Wednesday riadah is changed with sport club activities. *i once again joined the most challenging sports of all; checkmate*

And sometimes they have these ceramah or other highly beneficial activites.

And these could go on past 4.30, sometimes up to 6.00.

We don't have night prep on Fri's and Sat's. (yey!)

And on Sats we simply have prep at 8.00 to 12.00. (which is right now actually)

Prep is supposed to be used doing homework and studying,

but simply sleeping, going online, talking, whatever is cool.

And on Suns we only have inspection from 8.00 to 10.00.

Which in other words mean the most awful time of the week,

since it involves.....

CLEANING!!!!

uurrrghhhhgggghhhg.

That's all for today,

XOXOXO

Syana

Updates from Baba

2010-05-21T18:31:00.000-07:00

Hello people!!
Miss me?
I'm sure you do.

Right now I'm at Baba.
I think I'm supposed to be doing something.
But i just cant get what.
i think it has something to do with...
mmmm....??
it starts with 's' n ends with 'btudying'?
*like that's even a word, but who gives a fuck*
geez.
Speaking of fuck, I haven't said that lately,
nor do i think i'm gonna off the screen,
since people here are way too..
idk?
'let's-not-say-fuck-people'
wait no.
It's more like
'let's-not-swear-at-all-kind-of-people'
geez. i'm pathetic.

whatever, i think i ran off topic,
oh wait. no i didn't.
So yeah, let's get back to 'btudying'
It's our finals right now!!!
And idk. I knw i should be studying,
especially since we're way behind on some *cough*biology*cough* subjects,
but it's like,
I SOOOOOO have NOT had my rest lately,
and it's giving me major headaches.
And i never have headaches!!
Until i came here, that is.

Anyway, you see, it's like,
a week before our finals,
no, not even that particular week,
even the DAY before it,
We were still drenched with coursework,
so how am i supposed to exactly study with all that shit looming behind me????
Especially since it'll effect me GPA.
And with me basically failing Add maths and BM the last UPSS,
i just can't have anything other killing it anymore.
So yeah, i failed Add maths and BM in the last UPSS,
ok, so maybe not failed but it sure was not an A.
Apatah lagi, an A+.
Geez, not like i'm getting alot of that anyway,
I just got 2.
Stinking 2!!!
SEE!!!! I dont even swear anymore!!!!
Who the hell says 'stinking'??????

Anyway, so yeah, even with most of the coursework sent in,
we still have like a lot,
though i'm thankfully grateful that we're done with physics*i think i did well, but idk, i'm prone to silly mistakes*,
P. Islam*not my best but definitely at least an A*,
chemistry*aced it! i think. As i said, my proneness is really annoying*
and half of English*i hated the second essay, i had such a good story planned in my head, but since it was a bit too dark and about rape, i left it*,
we still have all the other subjects to go.
And even though from now i do only plan to study Biology and Sejarah,
I'm still a bit too dead and zombie like for that.
Since I have NOT been getting me petang sleep,
nor have i been sleeping early at nights,
how am i supposed to SURVIVE?!?!?!?!!?!

kyaaaaaaa.
kill me.
Just seriously do.

no hugs nor kisses.
bubbye.

First Impressions? Fuck them

2010-03-20T01:03:00.000-07:00

Ok, so let's just put it simply.
I don't give good first impressions do I?
But come on, do you really have to blame me?
I think i can dignify myself as a pretty nice person.
"pretty" being the important word.
I admit i'm not an angel,
but i'll admit more that i'm a whole lot nicer than my first impression would give me.

So why all of a sudden would i be writing this?
Well, this actually came to my mind a week ago,
but as their is no privilege of 24 hour internet at the "hellhole",
this would basically be it.
It's mainly the fact that not only once, but twice in that past week,
did people say I am so different from my first impression.
First, it was the people back at Baba,
Sarah, Mally and such.
Second, it was at the kursus kepimpinan with Afiq, Raimi and the such.
Ok, it wouldn't really bother me,
since I would be brave enough to say that all my life
the people that I get close with would blurt out
that they would have never pictured i'm the way i am from my first impression,
but the fact that it had to happen twice in a week,
would definitely be something worthy to write about.

Now, what did all of the things they say have in common?
Usually it would involve stuff like:
"You serious nampak sombong gler"
or
"bajet hot, suka all alone, bitch, bla bla bla"
You get the point.

Now, truthfully, I really wouldn't know how to defend myself from all of this except for the fact that if you get to know me,
I'm not.
But it's not like everyone gets the pleasure of knowing me,
So, I guess they'd always live with never knowing the fact that I'm the total opposite.
Say for example, i may look poised, but (as ain would say) I'm actually a total klutz.
And unlike what my face usually wears, I'm actually really silly,
and am the kinda girl that could laugh at something, stop, rethink about it, then laugh a whole lot harder about the thing and also the fact that I'm so lame rethinking about something and laughing about it, then just repeat the whole circle.
I mean, seriously, I know I dont smile alot, but that just hurts my cheeks dude.
And why the hell would i smile at something not worth similing at?
Do you think i'm a lunatic?
Wait. Dont answer that. Seriously.

So anyway, to sum this up,
"do not judge a book by it's cover"
Yup, moral learnt!!

xoxoxo
-Syana

Education

2010-03-13T11:22:00.000-08:00

1) Temple Primary Nursery (1999)
2) Temple Primary School ( 2000-2001)
3) SK Danau Kota (2001-2003 and 2005-2006)
4) SRA At-Taqwa (2001-2003)
5) Sunshine East Primary School (2004)
6) SRA Taman Ibu Kota (2005-2006)
7) SMK Setapak Indah (2007)
8) SMK Kajang Utama (2008-2010)
9) MRSM Tun Ghafar Baba (2010-present)

Not as impressive, really.
And i think it kinda just stops there, doesnt it?
Geez, how time flies.

Sympathy goes to Ad

2010-03-13T09:34:00.000-08:00

SASA

hmm..?
Were we really that mean?
Personally, I dont think so,
but for a person to hold a grudge even after like 4 years?!?!?!
Come on.
Lets be real here.
Obviously that person is way too pathetic and has no life,
but seriously though.
I mean, poor Ad.
To get bitchslapped like that?
Mcm bdoh gler.
I feel fr you girlfriend!!
Muahaha.

21st of February 2010

2010-02-26T04:44:00.000-08:00

I feel... proud.
Of myself.
I cry a whole lot less, and i dont think of them as much. I'll admit i was pretty disappointed with myself, as I thought i'd be ready for this.
I was expecting the lumpy bed, cold showers *boys, pls dnt think of anything weird*, waking up early, the creaking gerobok, washing-my-own-clothes, finding new friends, and even the lack of sleep actually!!
What i wasnt expecting, the thing that most definitely caught me off guard, was my family. *Baby obviously excluded, along unexpectedly included*
I'll admit to being a bad daughter/sibling for not letting that fact in before, but i guess it just goes to show, "you never know a good thing until it's gone".
They were with me the whole time, how could i realize i'd miss them?!?
It wasnt until they drove, leaving me staring at that empty driveway, did i realize:- I'm alone.
And yes.
It felt shitty.
What was more shitty was how i cried *yes i knw, talk about lame* through almost everything and anything.
While i was praying, in the dewan, listening to ceramahs, washing my clothes, showering, brushing my teeth, sleeping, geez! I even shed a few while eating!!
uhhh.. WTF much?
And even when people were simply asking me if i was homesick, since that made me hear the word "home", and that made me realize i'm not AT "home", and actually quite far away from "home".
Not to mention the fact its only been 5 days.
Sheesh!! How is a girl supposed to survive?!?!
Oh, the torture.
*aahhh.. I missed being a drama queen*
But here's where it gets good,
I met them today.
And I cried only when they left. *did my nose just get longer?*
Lol. Ok, so maybe a bit before, but still.
I dint cry while Manghrib and Isya' prayer though!! Which highly fascinates me, and even when i did think of the tonight, I still didnt cry. Sure, I still miss them, but I guess i'm just getting stronger or something.
Which makes my lips twitch that little bit at the sides *i think its called 'smiling' or something*, and my heart feel that tinge bit lighter.
Yes, I still want to go home.
But no,
I dont think i'll be changing schools soon.
So there,
I'mma fight it through!
See!! I am so NOT spoilt!!
sheesh.

xoxoxo
you one and only
-Syana

You know You Cant Spit Random Shit Like Me

2010-01-25T05:05:00.000-08:00

Hello peeps!!!
*isnt it weird to use something formal like "hello" then follow it by "peeps"?*

So anyway, a lot has been happening since school opened and i have way too much to spill right now so i'll just go with the flow.

Shit Manure number 1.
I think i have a lesbo crush on Park Gahee.
Who is Gahee you may presume?
None other than After School's most sexy leader.

Just see her spike them moves yourself.

Shit number 2.
Umi's making my breasts chest unsymmetrical.
Ok, so I know that they're not SUPPOSED to be symmetrical,
and if they were, than your a freak,
but she's just making them even MORE unsymmetrical.
And it's not like i can tell her to stop,
coz she wont, but seriously, I'd appreciate it if you at least raba-ed on the right instead.

Shit number 3.
I'm lacking sleep.
And this is really bad for me, coz i'm way used to sleeping for like 12 hours a day,
but all this homework and other shit have really got me drowning,
and just to actually arrive home before 3 p.m makes me the happiest girl on earth.
Which is just bullshit, coz school isn't supposed to last that long.
And what with all the homework, not to mention debating with my dad about addmaths and physics,
I seriously need more sleep.
My brain just wont function properly anymore, and it's not even the holidays!!
So they're supposed to be functioning!!
My eyebags are getting worser everyday,
do you know how many minutes i have to spend in the morning covering up that shit??
Sheeessshhh.
Lord, I now finally realize sleep isn't just a necessity, but a privilege.

Shit number 4.
It's tiring being such a genius.
Ahahahahaha.
Bet you all rolled your eyes on that one, I would too.
But seriously,
I mean, when you're me, you love dissecting each and every problem,
and when one doesnt match with the picture you have in your brain,
you naturally start to ponder.
Which is why I love debating about these things,
but the thing is, you just cant simply debate with anyone.
You need someone that'd debate back,
but with a logical answer.
And that's not easy to find

Shit number 5.
I need Ridz.
I cant believe he's ditching me like that???
I mean, ok, i can believe it.
I'd tell him to go anyway,
But still, I'll totally miss him.
And even though he won't admit it,
I know he'll miss me too.
Which is why i made this list of reasons why he'll miss me:
1) Who else can annoy you as much as i do? N Gawd ridz, dnt say farah!!
2) Who else can lecture you on all the many things I do?
3) Who else can finish any of the math's equations you start better than I do?
4) Who else laughs like hell at all of your annoying jokes like I do?
5) Who else can beat you at so many stuff as much as I do?
6) Who else has an awesome personality as I do?
7) Who else dares to defy you like I do?
8) Who else describes you emotion better than I do?
9) Who else can you "check" their answers and know it's correct as I do?
10) Who else is a pakar buat muka cute than I do?
So, Ridz, I know you're gonna miss me.

Shit number 6.
I am lacking creativity.
Which is why I'm hating this blog,
there's just no sense of
creativeness.
WHich is bullshit.
Since I'm a pisces!!!
We overflow with creativity!!!!!!
I'm just gonna stop now.
This was lame, but i need to get it all off.

xoxoxo
Syana

Of Shattered Hopes and Dreams

2010-01-03T23:41:00.000-08:00

OMG! OMG!!! OMFG!!!!

Oh wow. Where are my manners?
Yes, hello, dear readers!!

Now back to Uh-mii-gawwddddd!!!

So, ok. As you all know, today was the first day of school.
And of course, me being me, why would i be content with ordinary when extraordinary is waiting for me?
On normal first days of schools, all you usually get is lectures from teachers about what's in store, advice from counselors about the subjects, greetings from friends you dearly miss, or even simply souvenirs from their vacations all over the world.
And of course i did get all of the above mentioned, but when did the world get so content on only giving me that and not more?
So, yes, i received something else,
i got 7 years of bad luck!!!
And why did i receive such an honour???
Well, would a broken mirror describe anything??

Oh holy shitty mcshit shit!!!

Why?? How could this happen?
Is this some sort of sign the universe is trying to send to me on my first day of school?
Like how it'll always be plagued with bad luck???
Or that I was always destined for it?
'Cause seriously, why out of all the days, you pick the first day of school?!?
I mean, that has to mean something, right? RIGHT???
And if I'm not right, what about how the world is condemning me for something bad I did?
But what??? Gawddd, it's only been 4 days since new year!!
And isn't new years always the time to start afresh anyway???
So shouldn't I be mystifyingly forgiven??
Isn't that how the world spins on it's axis??
By forgiving me!!!
And be ridding me of these 7 mortifying years???
Isn't it????

Ok, as Naz would put it
"Stop being such a drama queen."
Which I am so NOT, fyi!!!
Is stating the truth or what is burdening my mind defined as "Drama Queen" now???
And gawd people!! Do not answer that question!!
It was a rhetorical one!!

So, though venting out my anger does do me good,
it will certainly most NOT help with my 7 years of bad luck situation here.
SO obviously the only thing i can do is,
to simple reverse it!!
Pretty simple, I'll just let a black cat cross in front of me.
Which when you think about it,
is not simple at ALL.
Since well, number 1, where am i supposed to get a fully black cat?
And number 2, even if i do somehow magically find one, how am i supposed to make SURE the cat crosses in front of me??
Then number 3 being, I DON'T like cats. Period.

So, ok. No black cats.
I guess i'll have to just walk under a ladder,
Or something.
OMG! Maybe i can just go break another mirror?
But then where do i find another mirror?
Which also leads to the fact that i actually LIKE mirrors,
they tell me how i look,
which would make them lifesavers.
So how can I break a lifesaver??
Wait, how did I even break the first lifesaver????
Sheeshhh, life is harsh.

xoxoxo
Syana

Goodbyes and Hellos.

2009-12-31T07:55:00.000-08:00

Hello 2010,
It's nice to meet you.

Goodbye 2009,
You will be fairly missed.

A lot of things have happened with you,

the joys and sorrows will always be true,

Though deep in my heart,

I can't wait for a good start,

To be fresh and new,

but that's when i think about you,

We've been through a lot,

I'll forget you not,

Though i'll be saying your not my year,

It's not like i'm saying it without a tear,

You come and go just like that,

But with all the memories still intact,

Of new friends made, and old rekindle,

Of inspired dreams, and imagination to twinkle,

Of love and hate, indiscretion at war,

Of truth and lies, imagination too tore,

How i learnt so many things with you,

about myself how undeniably true,

it seems there's more i need to explore,

and maybe 2010 might help me see that core,

but don't get jealous, i haven't met him yet,

and don't you worry, not a date has been set,

Coz with 2010, i want to make sure,

That all the things I didn't with you, I want to devour,

So I'mma wake up this morning,

With a smile on face,

And to simply make sure,

Not a second goes to waste,

Since I'll admit with you, it has been fun,

But 2010, hello!! We ain't done.

I hope all you guys had a great 2009,
better than mine anyway,
Which, considering it's me we're talking about,
Will most probably be all of you.
Bitches.

xoxoxo
You know you just have to love me anyway,
Syana.

Heroes

2009-12-25T03:30:00.000-08:00

I was editing the heroes section on my myspace page, when it dawned on me,
I REALLY dont have a lot of friends, do i?
I mean, i know i have a lot of friends,
when you change schools practically every 2 years,
you're bound to find yourself with a truckload, no, ten thousand truckloads- ok maybe also no, obviously that was a hyperbole, but still- of friends.
But that's just the problem,
when you have TOO MANY friends,
you end up with only a handful- i'm talking about like a really small hand, maybe a baby's- of friends that are actually really close to you.
Especially when like me, you change schools too often that even though you might still consider people at your old school as friends,
they basically just remember you as a memory of the past.
ANYWAY,
so I was just really thinking,
like really thinking, and since this is the holidays,
that'd be really hard to do,
since you know how your brain starts malfunctioning in the holidays,
kinda like how your eyes automatically closes when you sneeze,
it's just an automatic reaction Mother Nature made sure of,
and came to a list off all my most closest of friends.
And of course I could say this list could change in any second,
depending on any new friend or old friend i come close to,
but as for now,
let me introduce you to people that i sincerely love and i know,
even if some won't admit it *cough* Ridz *cough*,
love me too.

1) ASS
It might not be fair that I'm pairing Ad n Syaf together like this,
but come on, how can you actually CHOOSE between both your besties?
uuhh, bitch much?
They're obviously numero uno on the list for many reasons i cant even bother to TRY to understand.
I mean, is it our fault that we instantaneously go crazy when put in the same room?
Oh wait, no, even conferencing would do that.
Or, you know, no matter how many sleepovers we do,
it seems to never tire us?
Or the fact that they actually accept me as me,
and we accept each other as however bitchy, annoying, slutty, weird, hyper and everything else we are?
And geez, is it my fault i love remembering on how much we all have changed these years,
but still keep loving each other anyway?
I guess it'd be kinda hard to go through what we went in standard 6 w/o actually finally being besties for life,
but still. These guys are the most AWESOME people you could ever meet,
and are certainly the most awesome friends i have.

2) Ain
So i know i don't appreciate her as much as i should,
and i KNOW i should since she's just way too acceptable of me,
but yes, she is actually SECOND on the list.
I don't even want to BOTHER knowing how she does it,
but she knows practically every aspect of my life,
and my own freaky personailty, for all it matters,
WAYYY better than i know it myself.
I mean, what kind of person actually knows you better than you know yourself?
It's like, wrong in so many levels,
coz as much as i would hate to admit this,
i would never take enough of my time to know her as well as she does me.
Or how she's always actually there for me,
so yes. Take it Ain.
You can have second place.

3) Ridz
...
.....
.......
I seriously should find more better friends,
if i actually have to put him as THIRD.
..........
.............
...
So, how exactly did Ridz,
Ridzuan Hanafi Azhar,
the guy i fight with almost every time i see him,
the guy who's basically my arch nemesis,
out to ruin me every chance he can get,
he who defies me time and time again,
get THIRD?
Simple really,
He entertains me.
And nobody can really do that,
well, not as much as he can anyway.
And the fact that i can tell him basically EVERYTHING,
even things that are obviously in the
"Things a Girl Should Not Discuss With a Guy" rule book,
is highly natural.
And i get how we bicker about everything there is to bicker,
and how we always try to beat each other on everything there is to beat,
Or how our games have a tendency too go overboard,
but that's just it!!
Nobody does all of that better than we do.
And trust me,
we do it all too well....

4) Syakir
Truthfully, even i find it weird that he's on this list,
or the fact that he's FOURTH,
But i'm going to admit that i have a tendency to act differently around others,
And of course that tendency does not occur to everyone in this list in the first place,
but does occur to everybody else.
So, why is Syakir FOURTH?
Coz come to think of it,
he's the only person besides my family and the people who i've already listed that i can just be myself with.
And trust me,
that's actually a really hard to thing to do,
I'll have to admit, it might be because I've been through a lot and also hurt in the past,
i tend to put barriers and walls on everything,
but with Syakir,
I love how I easily be myself,
And to just know that he doesnt care,
and also accepts it perfectly,
is a highly comforting feeling.
And i know at times my imagination does run wild,
and i do take things to a higher certain level,
it's just awesome how you drag me back to earth, Syakir,
so thanks.

5) Naz
Now i'll admit, we hardly contact each other,
but it's just hard to NOT put him in this list,
why you may ask?
Well, it's Naz!!
We've been friends since standard 5,
which isnt exactly as interesting as the line
"we've been friends since kindergarten",
but it is still highly regarded,
since that's when i just came back from... places.
So that's actually pretty long.
And the greatest part is,
we're BOTH pisces,
which makes us have like wayyy too much in common,
i think it's bad for the health.
I'm sure he thinks it too.
But just the fact that he's been my friend for so long,
and is still a friend i cherish till today,
and is not a GIRL,
i mean, gawdddd.
As i said,
how can he NOT be in the list??

So there you have it,
my top 5!!!
Ok, maybe 6,
since Ad and Syaf are 2 different people,
but hey.
We're so close, we can be adjoined in the hip,
and it wouldn't really matter.

xoxoxo
Syana

Goodbye

2009-12-16T09:43:00.000-08:00

Do you know the feeling when something bad might happen
and you try with all your might to prevent it,
just to know the certain other didnt do anything to stop it precede?
It's like sharing a stack of cash with someone
and while you busy yourself finding locks and safes for it,
the other just let it get stolen.
Or building a house together
and you build some extra pillars for defence,
but to find out the other accidentally bulldozed it down?
Or sharing two bracelets that are greatly resembled
and you take care of yours well
and pull the strings lightly and in a horizontal direction
just to make sure they won't break,
but find out the other just broke theirs?
Especially when you see the bracelet as your only connection these days,
and actually wear it everyday,
even if it doesn't match the outfit your wearing,
not to mention the other stating that if it breaks,
then our only connection does too.

Yes, well if you do,
that feeling highly sucks.
And I advise you to prevent it with all your might.
And make sure the other tries their best too.
Because as i've stated,
it takes two to prevent this shit.

No hugs or kisses this time.
Syana

6 Pintar Reunion Updates.

2009-11-30T03:00:00.000-08:00

Newest update

Date: 4th December 2009 (Friday)
Time : 2.30 pm - 6.30pm
Venue : Adlin's House
Payment: RM8

It's still a potluck guys,
so you still should bring whatever food and drinks!!

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Ad's place

A lot of you guys have been wondering where Ad's place is,
so here's the address and i've google mapped it:

Lot 9102 Jalan Kerdas Satu,
Batu 5 1/2,
Off Jalan Gombak,
Gombak 53100

View Ad's Place in a larger map

Just zoom in for a better view.

Or download this map Ad provided at the link here:
http://www.mediafire.com/?mlycrxemkht

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Games

I'm thinking WATER BALLOONS!!
Ad's thinking mummies.
We want to know what you're thinking though.
So please comment.

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Friday 30 November

So I called DBKL to get the permission to use the taman,
and this happened:

They told me to call this other place,
which i did,
but then they directed me to "kuatkuasa",
and then THEY directed me to seni taman,
which after passing me through to a couple of people,
eventually told me we would be needing a permit,
and we would have to write an official letter asking for permission.
I wouldn't really mind doing that,
just the fact is,
that would take time,
and let's be honest here,
we all cant wait for the reunion,
so it's time for a change of location.

Adlin's offered her house and personally, i think we should accept.
I'm still waiting for your opinion on this though,
and if you choose NOT to accept her house,
please think of an alternative then.

And also, if we're using her house,
please remember that everything would still be the same,
and do NOT treat this as if she's doing an open house,
and come and leave as you please,
this will still be OUR, as in 6 Pintar, reunion.
She will simply be providing a venue for us.

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Guest List

1 Syazana Yazid (attending)
2 Adlin Hanif (attending)
3 Nazran (attending)
4 Hizami (attending)
5 Syahira (attending)
6 Kelvin
7 Iman (attending)
8 Syazwan (attending)
9 Syafiqah pendek (attending)
10 Aina (attending)
11 Falihin (attending)
12 Afiq Akmal
13 Farah Athirah (attending)
14 Seetha
15 Aiman (attending)
16 Dilrajdeep
17 Thines
18 Azamuddin
19 Faiz Hussaini
20 Amir Asyraf
21 Amir Amran
22 Nur Amir
23 Fariq Naim (attending)
24 Rahim
25 Putri (attending)
26 Nik
27 Aqila
28 Arriveena
29 Foo
30 Sindhu
31 Syarifah (attending)
32 Ain (attending)
33 Syaf (on vacation)
34 Divya (australia, right?)

If we missed anybody, please inform me.
And also please spread the word to everybody since I'll be busy with other things.
Also if you are officially attending, or not attending, please let me know so the process of calculating food will be much easier.

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Thursday 26 November

Date: 4th December 2009 (Friday)
Time : 2.30 pm - 6.30pm
Venue : Tasik Tmn Ibu Kota
Payment: RM8

This will be a BBQ and potluck you guys so bring whatever food or drinks you can.
Also whoever has a BBQ set, please message me.

The above was decided

B.I.G Plans?

2009-10-20T08:31:00.000-07:00

wow.

PMR's are over.

Talk about relief.

I mean, no trials, gerak gempurs, studying, teaching, stopping people from watching, giving out and being pornstars......

Life is GOOD!!!!

So then comes the OBVIOUS question.

What will you do now that all that is in the past?

DUUUHHHHH...

laze around

internet

more lazing

food

internet

ooppsss.

did i just say that again??

Ok, replay.

Was that just lame or just typical me?
No!!! Dont answer that.

Sooo...

This is why I've come up with 3 things I want to do for this break.

Usually, I wouldn't be writing a blog about things like this,

coz i know if i write about it and DON'T get it done,

there'll be WAY too much voices asking me why not.

But, i've taken that as a positive intake,

as since i'll get tired of those voices,

I'll be SURE to get done by it.

OK, so basically i want to do something

1) Educational

Ok, LOL. I get it, PMR's are over, what is this 'educational'?? Such a foreign word now. But hello? Does N.E.R.D explain it? mmm..? LOL. So, what could be educational, but not bore the hell out of me? I know!!! Learning a new language! And what language would be better? NIHONGO!!

Hai! Watashi no nihongo wa amari geozu dewa nai, demou ne..... It'll get a whole lot better!! Once i'm done anyway...

2) That'll enhance my creativity

And what else enhances that better than a musical instrument?? I still haven't thought of what i want to play, i mean the guitar is cool, but Along already plays that and as the second child, isn't there a rule about always rebelling against what the first child does? No? Well, there should be.

3) Physical

OMG! Syana? Physical? Can those words be put in the same... anywhere??? Lol. I know, but come on, I'm not that lame. So since I already know how to cycle *yey me*, I'm gonna take up roller skating!!! Ok, so maybe that trip to Sunway did induce to this. :))

So!! There you go!! My plans for after PMR!! I just hope i actually have the spirit to do it!

Wish me luck, eyh??

XOXOXO

Suicidal Mode.

2009-09-08T00:11:00.000-07:00

Hello.

I know it's been a while since i've written something, and there's really no excuse to give except for my laziness,

but today, the laziness has been kicked aside, today, i will fill this empty blog, because today, Jay will be leaving Korea and thus leave 2pm too.

Our awesome leader of 2pm has called it quits after the whole myspace comment issue and has taken the decision to leave 2pm.

I would retell the story of why, but that would just make my heart ache, so this blog is really just about how i will be in suicidal mode for a couple of days, thus lose contact with the outside world.

I dont think i could ever look at 2pm the same way not with Jay gone thus also depriving me of my entertainment and joy.

But for now, i will let you drool over his hot abs while i go watch all the many vids on youtube that will make sure Jay stays in my mind as the awesome 2pm leader he is.

Goodbye.

IQ and EQ?

2009-05-28T22:18:00.000-07:00

So today was teacher's day at our school, but that's not what I'm blogging about.

It was a conversation which really humoured me, that's what.

Ok, so Farah, Izzati, Farzana and I were duduking at the dataran. I was actually busy daydreaming while cleaning my nails when i heard Farzana say..

"Budak-budak Amanah...."

Wait! Hold up!! I'm budak Amanah. So I listened on their conversation.

Obviously I tak dengar everything perfectly,

but i got the most important parts.

"Cikgu Zul cakap, budak-budak amanah ni IQ diorang tinggi, so EQ diorang rendah. Tuh kenapa diorang tak msuk sangat ngan budak klas lain."

Tuh ke why when I try to be friendly with other people they don't get my jokes?

"Cikgu cakap gak yang orang IQ tinggi nih, suka cakap sorang-sorang."

LOL! Ttbe banyak gler flashbacks me talking to myself.

Time buat kerja maths...

Asking myself what words fit in the essay...

Lecturing myself for disappointing marks....

Explaining to myself how things work....

And.. OMG.

Klu listkan...

banyak gler.

"Diorang suka gelak sorang-sorang gak."

HAHAHHAHAHAHHA!!!

Oh shit.

I just laughed sorang-sorang.

Out loud.

"Tengok! Gelak sorang-sorang!"

But that was seriously not my fault.

I mean, it's not my fault i found it highly entertaining.

And bila dah entertaining, gelak la.

Even if it's sorang-sorang.

So, ofcourse I did some research.

And these are just some other things people with low EQ do that I can actually relate to.

Can't tell you why she feels the way she does, or can't do it without blaming someone else.

Basically, I don't get it why they ask you why you do something. I mean, you do it coz you do it lah. What more do you want from me?

Withholds information about or lies about his feelings. (Emotional dishonesty)

I don't exactly do this all the time, but why should someone be so honest? It just makes you vulnerable.

Carries grudges; is unforgiving.

But, don't you think everyone carries grudges? Dah klau orang tuh memang sial and tak patut dimaafkan, why should I maafkan?

Plays games; is indirect or evasive.

But games are fun.

Is insensitive to your feelings.

These are just at times. Usually during that PMS period. LOL

Has no empathy, no compassion.

I only give compassion to people who truly deserve it. It's not my fault people don't deserve it.

Does not consider their own future feelings before acting.

Lol. TOO many flashbacks got me on this one.

Is insecure and defensive and finds it hard to admit mistakes, express remorse, or apologize sincerely.

But everyone is like that.

Frequently feels inadequate, disappointed, resentful, bitter or victimized.

LOL! LOL! Disappointed!!! That word just forced me to put this one in this list. It's not my fault everything disappoints me.

Avoids connections with people and seeks substitute relationships with everything from pets and plants to imaginary beings.

Imaginary beings? LOL!! But, obviously when you daydream you have imaginary beings. Right? Right?

23rd of May

2009-05-22T21:18:00.000-07:00

22nd of May- 5 minutes before midnight

"LOLLIPOP! OH LOLLIPOP! LOLLI LOLLI OH YOU'RE MY LOLLI-"

"Hello?"

bla bla bla bla.....

"eyh, ain. qila da tuka ke number dye?"

"dia bla bla.. bla.. hilang number dye... bla bla... taxi.. bla.. bla.. mintak jumpa.. bla bla.. pergi... orang tuh takde pun.. bla... U ade number rumah dye?"

Aaah!! Her house number!!

"Ok, bye Ain!!"

"Huh? Watta?"

Ain blurr... :))

23rd of May- 1 minute passed

Ok, pressed menu, phonebook, contacts-

Qila (SASA)

Yes! Ade house number dye.

Pressed call.

"ring.. ring.. ring.. ring.."

Eyh!! Tak ke rude call rumah orang tengah malam??

Shit!! Terus ltak.

Now how am I supposed to call her...?

:((

Qila..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

love you sayang.

miss you sayang.

How The Form 3 Science Text Books Lie To Us

2009-04-06T00:42:00.000-07:00

Nebula (refer to page 185)
The form 3 Science text book states that a nebula is a cloud of dust and gases like hydrogen and helium. When it's supposed to say an alien supervillain of the Luphomoid species in the Marvel Comics.

Big Bang (refer to page 190)
It tells us that the Big Bang is an explosion that started the whole universe. When EVERYBODY knows that Big Bang is a Korean boyband. BTW, i just love their song "Lies".

Milky Way (refer to page 187)
As stated here, it says that the Milky Way is a spiral-shaped galaxy where the Solar System occupies. DUDE!! Milky Way is a chocolate bar, alright?? A really really really good chocolate, in fact.

Sirius (refer page to 185)
A bright star?? What the hell, dude? It's Sirius Black!! That's what it is!!!

Supernova (refer to page page 186)
The text book will say that it is an explosion a supergiant star will make when it dies. But we know that it's actually another korean boyband. *FYI, did you know that they're the only korean boyband with each member being taller than 180 cm?*

Ok, so maybe I did have a little extra intake of sugar. Excuse me for that.

CurrentAddictions

2009-04-01T03:14:00.000-07:00

We Got Married.
It's a korean reality show where they pair up celebrities and see what they're like in married life. My all time favourite couple has to be Hyunjoong from SS501 and Hwangbo, former member of Chakra, or more commonly known as the Lettuce Couple. First of all, I didn't like Hwangbo cause it was so unfair that she got MY Hyunjoong, especially since she's 6 years older than him! But as the show progressed I kinda fell in love with them both. It's so sad that they already left the show after 8 months of being "married".

Flowerpot
No. Not a real flowerpot. It's a korean song by Alex Chu. He was one of the couples from WGM and he always sang this song on their farewells. And they had 3 farewells, FYI.

Sorry Sorry
As most of you know I'm way addicted to Super Junior. Exactly why I went hella crazy on March 13th, which was their comeback for 2009. Their newest MV Sorry Sorry is totally on the list of 'Things To Hear'. And don't you think Donghae just looks hotter every second??

Stabbing People

Especially Farah. And oh yeah, shooting them too.
*bang bang* "April fools!!!!"
But of course I pull out the daggers after I've stabbed them. Not so sure about the bullets though, they kinda just disappear.

Calling people stalkers
Eventhough they OBVIOUSLY aren't. It just kinda comes naturally. I'd even call my postman a stalker. I mean, coming to my house everyday? Well, except on Sundays, but then again, stalkers do need they break also.

Ramen
I'm blaming the fact that I watch too many korean shit. I mean, all they eat is ramen. Ramen ramen ramen ramen ramen ramen!!
Mmmmm... raaammmeeeennnnnnnn...
I think I'll go have some now.

XOXOXO
- Syana

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WHAT?!?! WE'RE OUT OF RAMEN?!?!?!?!?

Super Shitty Sweet Sixteenth of December

2008-12-18T07:52:00.000-08:00

Setting: Syaf's bedroom
Characters: Syana, Syaf

9.10 am- "Syana. Bangun ar."
"Uhhmm"
Pulls the covers.
"Shit! It's cold!"
"Mandi ar"
"U dulu"
"U ar"
"Host kena mandi dulu"
"Semalam I da dulu"
"Shit."

"Syaf.. Air panas still not working eyh?"
"Shit."
I think it was the shortest shower I ever took.

skip.. skip.. skip..
Wah. Da sampai KLCC.
Ok, TGV here we come.
Escalator.
Another escalator.
And another one.
And "Syazana!!"
STOP! "Syaf, did I just hear my name?"
"Huh? No, I don't think so"
"Shit. We're blocking the way"
"Eyh. Tuh, bukan Zyra?"
"Ohh."

So we met Zyra, Syai and Kak Jas.
And guess what?
They were gonna watch Twilight just like us!!
Lol.
Coincidence or what?
They sat 3-4 rows in front of us.

Robert Pattinson is so hot.
He is so bringing the pale-look back.
lol.

1.15 pm- "Ok, so now what do we do?"
"Let's hang out at Secret Recipe till 2"
Blueberry Cheesecake.
*drooling

"Ain?"
"Meet up kat Avenue K"
"Ok"

"Syaf. Do you know how to get to Avenue K?"
"No idea."
"Shit."

So Syaf and I, being the weirdos that we were, went out to the exit.
"Let's ask the concierge"
"Excuse me. How do we get to Avenue K?"
"You go to the other exit, and you will see it across the street"
"Ok, thanks a lot"

"Syaf"
"Yeah?"
"There are 3 other exits. Which one did he mean?"
"Mmm..?"
"Shit."

Ok. So we finally found the right exit, then we crossed the street.
"Syana"
"Yeah?"
"Why does the place look abandoned?"
"I dunno"
"So where's the Burger King?"
"Somewhere"
"Shit."

Ok, so we finally did find our way to the Burger King.
"Syaf"
"Yeah?"
"Aren't we back in KLCC?"
"Does that mean we crossed that freakin road just to get back to exactly where we were?"
"Shit"

Then we met Ain who took us to the food court to meet with all the other people.
Ain bising je lapar. Bukannyer makan pun owh.

After that Syaf, Ain and I left to go to the park.
Then me and Syaf started playing this game we picked up from Quarantine.
Name the hotness of the dude, and state his postion.
Syaf was the radar and I was the one who approved.
"8 at 3 o'clock"
"7 at 12"
"OMG!! 10 at 2"
"Where??"
"2 o'clock"
"I cant see anyone hot"
"Ala.. He's gone"
"La.. Ain ar nih. You were in the way"
"Ok fine!!"
"Eyh? What?"

Shit. She's mad. Ain cepat ta-chink.
Then we got to outside.
She still hasn't said a word.
We sat down on the stairs.
Still not a word.
I sat next to her.
Then she moved away from me.
Then she got up altogether and sat next to Syaf so Syaf was in the middle.
WTF?
Zyra, Syai, Jas and Izzat datang.
And she still hasn't said a word to me.
I drag Syaf off inside.

When going in, this really cute guy opened the door for us.
"Thank you"
"You're welcome"
"Thank you"
"Anytime"

15 steps away,
"OMFG! He's cute."
"Yeah. I give him a 10"
"Totally!! Manners put 10 anyday"

"Syana. Where are we going?"
"Anywhere"
"Wanna watch another movie?"
"Jom"
"But, shouldn't we get back to them?"
"What?"
"We are here coz of them"
"Fine"

Then we met them back at Starbucks.
Syai, Izzat, Jas and Zyra sat on one table,
while Syaf, Ain and I sat on another.
Dunno how and dunno when.
But Ain started talking again.
Pastuh she started amik her straw and nak tiup it at me?
WTF?
So i took my straw and her hand and dared to spill isi the straw onto it.
Then one drop fell and I dunno what happened next but the air in my straw went everywhere.
"Shit"
"Ain. Look what u made me do to my tudung!!"
Memang nak mati.

Then she took my hand and g tkan wif her kuku at my vein,
so I did la the same to her.
But how was i supposed to know yang klu wat kat d tulang part tuh it would hurt.
And since she was tekaning it harder,
I did the same la.
Suddenly, she got up and left.
Just like that.
JUST LIKE THAT?!?!
shit.

And since I was still in shock,
I left her.
Until Izzat got up to go after her.
WTF?
Izzat nak pujuk Ain?
Let me just imagine this for 1 sec.
............................
Tomorrows headline for the newspaper:

15 Year Old Teen Killed By Fellow Schoolmate While Attempting to Cheer Her Up

Even as tempting as it sounds, I couldn't bare through with it.
So I got up and went after them.

"Syaf. Do you know where they went?"
"Nope."
"Shit."

Call Ain.
"Ain. Where are you?"
"I g beli plaster."
"La.. Tuh pun kena beli plaster ke?"
"Yeah. You tekan kat tulang you know... bla.. bla.. bla..."
"She just hang up on me"
"Shit."

"Izzat?"
"Yeah?"
"Ain katner?"
"Sekarang kat Guardian"

So Syaf and I went to Guardian.
Then Ain ran away from me.
WTF?
Lari masuk toilet.
She gives me a plaster too.
Ok.

"Ain. I'm sorry"
"I'm really really sorry."
"I didn't mean it"

Shit. She ran away again.
Then I had to go after her while repeating
"Ain. I'm sorry"
"I really am"
"Forgive me, ain?"
"Do you forgive me now?"
"Now?"
"What about now?"
"Ok, now?"

"Eyh, Ain. Where are you taking me?"
Cause we suddenly ended up in iSetan.

N yeah, she forgave me at the golf section.
Of all the places, Ain.
U pick this one?
Then trun g kiddies section.
Ain ar nih.
Then Syaf called.

"Syana, where are you?"
"Somewhere. Why?"
"Coz I'm all alone here right now and I think the people think I'm crazy" "
Lol. Y?"
"Coz I dunno what to do so I'm juz walking back and forth"
"Ala.. G la duk kat Starbucks"
"Tanak. Coz then I'll be like a slut since they're all like dating."
"Haha. Slut? Dating?"
"Yeah. Izzat and Zyra. Syai and Jas."
"Ala... U be a slut for 5 mins je. I'm coming."

Then we went back down.
Zyra, Syai, Jas and Izzat nak balik.
So Ain, Syaf and I went to the playground!!
PDA, PDA, PDA.
Public Display of Affection.
LOL.

Then sampai we panjat-ed this blue thingy.
lol.

Eyh, I think I remember Ain saying something like..
What was it??
OMG!! I know this.
Oh yeah!!
"Jangan u sebarkan gambar2 tuh"
Oopss. Too late Ain.
Sorryy. My baddd.

Ain getting in the slide.

Syaf.

Ain pegang baju dye like I wanna actually tangkap dat.
Eew Ain. I bukan pervert cam u.

Kiddies.

Then we saw these poles.
"Eyh. Pole nih utk ape?
"Dye nak kter pole dancing ke?"
Then Ain does the whole Gimme Gimme More.
WTF??

Then we went to this tunnel thingy and main kejar2.
Then Syaf and I played X-O.

Ain at the tunnel thingy.

La.. Syaf ta pndg.

Then Izzat came.
Syaf was the 1st to notice.
Then Ain started pushing me in the tunnel.
WTF??

Ok2.
Ksian la dye.
We talked.
Syaf and Ain ran away to hide.
But twice BUSTED!!
skip.. skip.. skip..

We duduk in this pondok.
3 vs. 1.
Then suddenly Izzat goes
"Ain. Family u bkn kat sini ke?"
"Bodo bodo bodo bodo bodo bodo"
LOL!!
Shows how much Ain likes him.

Then Maxis tower showed 5.30 pm.
Kena balik.
Ttbe Ain was like
"Jom jogging?"
"U dlu ar"
Then Syaf was like
"Kiter race"
"Sampai tangga kat KLCC tuh"
"Huh? Ye ke?"
"WTF? Eyh! Da mule?"

shit je lbih.
Personally,
I think it was a secret undercover plan of Ain's to leave Izzat all alone.
But still.
Pure genius.

OK.
Ta smpai pun d stairs n da stop.
Sume pnat.
Ttbe Ain attacked me.
Shit.
Dukung dyer.
Jalan bpe steps je.
"Ain, ur killing me"

Then main2 tepi the tasik pretending to push each other off.
WTF?
Rmai smokers.
Syaf did her usual
"OMG! Syana!! Tarik nafas!! Rokok rokok!!"
ROFL!!

skip.. skip.. skip..
Da sampai rumah Syaf.
That night we watched Epic Movie and had an early night in.

:))

An Adventurous Adventure

2008-12-18T02:05:00.000-08:00

if you can call a 14 year old going to KL all alone an adventure, that is.
Yeah well, it was mostly all for Ain, so she better appreciate it.

15th December 2008

Oh Shitty McShit Shit, I pray to everything that is Holy that I'd get there safe.

OK, so the plan was to stay at Syaf's for the night, but since she would be on her way back from kampung, to go to Nurin's house for the evening first, then Syaf's.

Background setting: Kajang Komuter Station
Time setting: Noon
Characters: Weird Girl (me)

Weird Girl arrives at the komuter station, but since ususally it's her sister that buys her ticket gets all blur. "Should I get in line, or just use the machine?" she ponders ever so silently. Slowly, she walks to the machine while scrummaging through her backpack for her wallet. She buys a ticket to KL Central and walks to the platform. Feeling awkward, she takes out her phone.
"Mmm.. Ain hasn't messaged. Weird." she thought. Lost in the drift of her mind, the Komuter suddenly comes. She puts back her phone and walks over to the ledge.
"Shit. Penuh owh." she swears silently. Then the komuter takes off once again. The journey is quite long but accompanied with her iPod the boredom drifts away.
"Stesen seterusnya KL Sentral" is heard. "WTF? Asal bm?" crosses her mind.
As she steps into KL Central, she takes out her phone to call Nurin to check if she is at home.
No answer. Tries again. No answer. Again. Still nothing.
A million swear words hover at the tip of her tongue though she restrains as to know people will stare. Suddenly, her phone vibrates.
"Hello?"
"Syana?"
"Ain?"
Then goes off the conversation of an ex-wife with her ex-husband. Weird Girl explains her situation while the other listens ever so tentatively. And so displays the affection of both even though they fight all the time. Then...bla.. bla.. bla..
She arrives at Taman Melati with a huge crease on her forehead worrying where she should go since Nurin still hasn't picked up. Heysh. The hell with this.

So then I called Ain, and she gave me directions to her house, while also commenting on how slow i walk.
"You nmpk the pagar msuk to the flat then u trus je"
"Mne leh trus, then i langgar flat tuh"

"Lembab gler u jalan"
"Skati orang ar"

"U da sampai situ, then u belok kiri"
"Ok, I''m belok-ing kiri"
"Then kanan"
"Huh? Kanan?"
"Eyh jap. U katner?"
"Huh? Depan blok K"
"Ok. You tunggu kat bus station"
"There's a bus station??"
"Huh?"

It's not my fault she's bad at giving directions. And OMG! Did I mention the fact that she kept on fiendishly scaring me about all the peraguts in the area? Not to forget the fact that she kept staring. Gawd. Orang nak kira kenderaan buatan Malaysia yang lalu jalan tuh pun susah.

Then bersukan ngan Ain. She snatched my bag to see my lingerie *lol* and kter main kejar2.

N oh yeah. Best owh bully Ain.
We were in her room with her cousins when she suddenly got up and came back with a drink for me.
"Mmm..? I nak air kosong"
Then she left.
"Haha. OMG. When she gets back ask for a straw"
"Ain. Mane straw?"
Left again.
"Ain. I nak ice"
Gets up again.
"Nanti ask for crackers tau."
"Ain. I'm hungry"
Leaves again.
"Banyak sangat ar. U nak ape?"
And again.
"You give me a daun?"
A daun pandan to be exact.

BTW, for those who don't know, Ain draws ugly.
HAHAHAHA.
shit, she's gonna kill me.

I would like to thank Ain for:
Telling me the directions to her house
Picking me up at the tepi jalan
Helping me cross the road
Picking a tarred place to walk for my shoes
Not raiding my bag though she tried
Inviting me in her house
Becoming my waitress
Checking my myspace for me
Typing a "hi" to Qila for me
Sending me off

Then i went to Platinum Walk to meet Naz. We ate at Noodle Station since I was starving. Talked alot, it was nice seeing him again. Then he walked me to Syaf's house.

Sampai2 je nmpk Amir, great! I don't have to wait outside.
yaa di yaa di yaa da...

Watched Kung Fu Panda that night,
then sleep.

Sleepover Marathon!!

2008-11-21T04:59:00.000-08:00

Aaaahhhhhh.......

Home sweet home.
Penat nih weyh.

Ok. To start. Omg.
There's just too much.
Should I start from my bro's circumcision?
No!! Too scary!!
Gawd! I never knew they cut off that much!!

ANYWAY, ok.
I guess I'll just go over this REAL quickly.
Senang kata, all the things yang I remember je la.
And because all the things that happened macam dah jumbled up,
this will be kinda boring.

warning: this blog may contain feeds that will bore the hell out of you.

I'll start with his Majlis Berkhatan.

Sunday- 16th November

So, Syaf, Ad and Qila came!! FYI, for those people yg sedih who don't know, they just happen to be my bests friends for life gilerrr!!!
And the greatest thing is, Qila actuallly came!! She has like.. never come!! Selalunyer Ad and Syaf je. So finalllyyyyy!! SASA!

We all wore blue that day. *blue minded
Serious x sengaje tapi.
What else happened?
skip.. skip.. skip...
Terus ke malam.
Gossip!! *Dulu dosa berbukit je, after that night, terus bergunung.
Then we watched videos.
Adam Sevani!! *Gawd he's so hot
2 am- night night people of the world

Monday- 17th November

7.30 am- *kriinnngggg!!

"What the fuck is that alarm??"

Pengsan balik

8.30 am- *kriiiiinnnnngggg!!!!

"turn that fucking thing off!!!"

9.30 am- "Woi!! Bangun!!"

"Syaf nyer uncle amik kul 10.00"

"Sekarang kul bape?"

"9.30 ?!?!?!"

"!$@#%^&(^@^%%&!!!!!!!"

Heysh. Selamat uncle dia lambat. Then we went to Mid!

High School Musical 3!!

Yeah we know, da lama baru nak tengok.

Best la gak. I <33>

"Miss Sharpay Evans, I believe you're wearing the wrong costume."

You do NOT mess with her.

Then pergi jalan.

Syaf is so weird with her obsession of going into shops and trying dresses on.

I so do not get it.

But as a kawan yang setia, I sabar je la.

Then we went to Carrefour.

Lemon dah jumpe, but then grapeseed oil jadi masalah.

The only bottle there was like way humongous!!!

Dah!! Nak merajuk ngan Carrefour.

Terus g Jusco.

Heysh!!

Jusco pun cari gaduh.

WANTED!!!

The bottle there was even bigger!!

We give up!! Surrender!!

Ambik Olive Oil je la.

:((

skip.. skip.. skip...

WAH!! Dah sampai rumah Syaf!!

"Huh? Ad kena g tution mlm nih?"

"Huh? Qila kena balik?"

Owh, sedih.

Temankan Qila balik.

OMG!! I totally miss this neighbourhood!!

Nearly cried, if it wasn't for the fact yang I was calling Ain at that time.

Then Qila went.

1 down, 3 to go.

Then Ad went to tution.

2 down, 2 to go.

Selamat 2 lagi nih degil.

Owh, tidur.

Syaf mmg la ta tido petang.

Bising je kat telinga orang.

skip.. skip.. skip...

Ad's BACK!!!

whooppppeee!!!

Main NintendoWii!!!

Wah!! Kalau lah bowling in real life senang gler macam Wii,

I would be like this freakin champion!!!

Cut my hair.

Owh, didn't you know?

Ad's my personal hairstylist tuh.

:))

Then, camping!!! in Syaf's room

For tiangs, we used chairs.

For the tent we used her duvet.

For the camp fire, we used a light.

Orang modern nih.

Then we roasted marshmallows.

And tried to tell scary stories but failed miserably!!

Then, give up.

So we put on this movie "Hantu" and I mean seriously.

The movie was actually called "hantu".

But halfway I got really sleepy.

So gave up then went to sleep.

2.00- Night night people!!

Oh yeah. Syaf tido 3.30.

Happy 2 Month Anniversary!!

Tuesday- 18th November

10.30 am- "bangunlah Syana!!"

"urrggmmmm"

"heysh, tido je keje!"

Gawd, bangun-bangun je kena ceramah ngan Syaf.

"Gi la mandi."

"U la gi"

"heysh, u ar"

"Ad! Mandi!"

"Lapar ar weyh"

"Mandi la dulu"

It seems we have a problem with mandi-ing.

Turun bawah.

"Asal budak tuh makan nasi lemak?"

"La.. Nak ke?"

"Jom gi beli."

"La.. Makcik tuh da kemas barang dah."

"Ummm... Makcik! Nak beli nasi lemak."

"Syaf! Dia dah kemas barang dah"

"La.. Ta pe."

Then we went to the front store to get some balloons.

But to our utter disappointment, they only had 3 keping.

So, we walked all the way to freakin Ong Tai Kim, where we found the perfect store that sold it mega cheap so we could buy tonnes!!

On the way back, singgah taman tasik.

Acted like the 5 year olds that we are.

Swing itu best!!

Syaf tanak mengaku she lost to me!!

Then we went futsal!!

Woah! First time main tuh!

Lawak gler.

We won 7-4.

S-A-S-A!!!! GO!!!

Yeah, the cheerleaders and the players.

We're so 2-in-1.

After that, WATERBALLOON FIGHT!!!

Syana, Syaf, Ad and Syakila

vs.

Amir, Deuh, and these two other kiddies i dunno their name.

It was like the totall fun!!

We totally cheated by using flour as our back up plan!!

Not to mention the fact that we actually knew how to tie up the balloons.

And the fact that maybe we had a little bit more balloons than they did.

LOL!!!

In the end we all got totally soaked!!

And when the ballooons finished we started using the hose.

Then buckets.

:))

Pure pleasure seeing Amir wet as hell!!

Then we went to the taman tasik.

I wanted to meet Ain.

After 30 mins of waiting.

Went back home.

*I see your dirty face.....

"New message: Ain Hasnor"

"...huh. I da sampai."

WTF?!?! Gawd u're so dead Ain.

Malam menjelma.

spa-rty!!!

We did these facials we found in Seventeen Magazine.

And also this hair cream thingy.

We had fun.

Though the facial was kinda icky.

Gawd. Wash it off!!

Showered together.

Censored

:))

2.30- Owh tidur.

Wednesday- 19th November

OMG! Rasa macam da lame gler.

I guess this is the part where I get lazy to write.

But here goes...

KLCC!! Here we come!!

Oh babi! Oh babi! Oh babi! Oh babi!

Jumpa ramai orang tuh.

Watched Madagascar 2.

"Alakay! You're back!"

"No, it's Alex. As in New York Jets. Alex."

"Listen here Mototo!!"

"Hot Hot"

Walked around the whole pond.

Played hide-and-seek at the playground.

Woah!! Adlin hebat tuh main!

Ta dapat2 jumpa dia.

Tau la dye kurus, senang nak cari tempat menyorok.

skip.. skip... skip..

Nak balik foodcourt.

Jumpe Ad's friends.

Then Syaf's.

Sume coincidentally.

I was just waiting till my friends showed up.

Heysh.

Never did..

:((

Nak balik je..

"Afiq!! Wan!!"

"OMG! Wth are you guys doing here?"

"bla.. bla.. bla..."

Dah sampai LRT Taman Melati.

"Amir skirt!!"

"Wth are you doing here?"

"bla.. bla.. bla.."

Balik. Pack barang.

Pindah lagi rumah!!

Adlin lak kite serang!!

Malam yang tidak produktif.

But oh yeah.

I went and inai-ed my kuku.

But malas nak tunggu.

So i washed it off early.

And now it looks like somebody juz shit on it.

Thursday- 20th November

Woke up at 10-ish as usual.

Gettin ready.

Get- gettin ready.

Lol.

To the curve!!

Watched Quarantine!

FREAKKYYY!

Lagi2 the ending.

You cannot go.

I kinda wanted to barf though.

Owh pening.

skip.. skip... skip..

OMG!! We saw this really cute dude.

But unfortunately, he's a stalker.

LOL!

Nah. But mayb we're the stalker.

Dunno.

Coz we actually met him at KLCC yesterday too.

So dat was freakkyyy.

skip.. skip.. skip...

Back at home.

Pengsan. Mati. Bomb meletup ta sedar pape.

COOKIES!!! But ta bakar coz tak reti gune oven.

Too bad.

Friday- 21st November

DAMN!!! It's been like nearly a week!

Woke up the latest today.

11.47- "BANGUN!!!"

I guess we were like way tired today coz we were like zombies.

Seriously.

We just laid around the whole house.

That's it.

.........

(bunyi cengkerik)

Peribahasa that we learnt:

Nasi dah jadi beras.

Tepuk dada, tanya selera.

Bulan dipagari bintang.

Bagai menjilat ludah sendiri.

Diam-diam ubi berisi.

Bagai menatang minyak yang penuh.

Blue minded us:

Gggrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhh!!

Yuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuu!!

Honey, I'm waiting!!

Lessons learnt:

I need to change my laugh coz apparently it's weird.

Pick one for me.

a) jajajajajajaja

b) muahahahahahahha

c) zahahahahah

d) gagagagagaggaga

e) laugh with my mouth closed

f) turn into a heartless person who has no feelings so i can't laugh.

Oh gawd. So many more things happened but i cant be bothered.

Berkat doa seorang ibu :))

2008-11-14T08:44:00.001-08:00

Hey guys,

So yesterday we went to Metro Point to celebrate the fact that school is waayyyy over! We, as in Dayah, Shira, Nadzi, Filza and I. Rorow datang but lambat n then tak join pun. We went bowling, but I'm totally regretting it and wishing that we would have just went to karaoke or anything, just not bowling!

I sucked like hell.
"Sape yang sa tuh?"
"E'eehhh, da naik bebelas ar"

Tapi sememangnya tidak ku regret mengajak Shira/Sherry sekali. Oh, hiburan hariku!!
"Aduh, anak i gak."

This is why she was my hiburan:
a) miss, miss
b) wah! dia strike!!
c) miss, miss.
d) gler ar!! spare!!
e) "weyh, u sedar tak, tuh 12? gler berat."
"La.. Takpe. Try je."
Walks to the lane, the ball in both hands.
Gets ready to throw. Lets go of one of her hands.
Ball too heavy, her hand spins.
Gives up and throws the ball like a basketball.
"HAHAHAHAHAH!!"
f) miss, "Takpe la Shira. Meyh i doakan untuk u."
"Ya Allah ya Tuhanku, tolonglah berkati anakku Syarifah ini."
She throws the ball.
SPARE!!
Ok, ok. Enough of humiliating Shira/Sherry.

Now to humiliate Dayah!!
Oh, oh. Shira forced everyone to try the 12.
Dayah walks to the lane.
Opens up her legs.
Ball in both hands.
Swings ball under her legs.
WAH!!
gutter...
But takpe, Dayah highest.

winner- dayah

second- shira

last- .........

*bunyi cengkerik

Then makan KFC.

Our Menu

Syana:

Large Whipped Potatoes

Cheezy Wedges

Jelly Ice-Cream

Pepsi

Dayah:

X-Meal

-1 piece chicken

-1 zinger burger

-1 pepsi max

Filza:

X-Meal

-1 piece chicken

-1 zinger burger

-1 pepsi max

Nadzi:

Snack Plate

-2 pieces chicken

-1 butter Bun

-1 Coleslaw

-1 whipped potato

-1 pepsi

Shira:

Snack Plate

- 2 pieces Chicken

- 1 Butter Bun

- 1 Coleslaw

- 1 Whipped Potato

-1 pepsi

Asal bill I paling mahal, huh?

After that, Shira and I left first. Singgah playground. :))

Then Watsons. Shira perasan owh.

Iklan Watsons:

"It makes me look years younger"

Shira:

"Huh, aku dah memang young dah pun."

Cari what I wanted punyer la lama but it seems it was actually just in the front.

tip: Always ask the lady at work where it is before going insane in the shop trying to find it.

Then I bought Dayah her birthday gift!! LOL.

Kinder Bueno Egg with a surprise gift inside!!

Oh yeah, i took the chocolate half while I gave her the surprise gift.

:)) ROFL!!

Ok, back into Metro Point. Went crazy in front of Music Box.

Shira main kejar-kejar with me coz of one the photos.

:))

Then arcade!!

Main tembak-tembak.

Dayah:

"Gegar lemak dowh"

After that, I bought Dayah's real gift.

*secret tuh weyh

Entertainment on the journey home:

a) Shira tak reti bagi directions.

"Abah, abah tolong bagi tau ayah Sharifah untuk ambik dia kat rumah kitorang dulu sebelum balik, tau."

b) "Weyh, adik aku angkat kain ke tak nih? Memang nak kena sepak nagn aku kalau dia tak angkat, owh."

c) Everybody was perfectly quiet except for that one girl named Shira who was worried about the ampaian.

d) We arrived at my house. It was still raining.

I got out first, then ran to shelter.

Then Shira.

Suddenly, "Beep, beep!!"

"Ala weyh, aku tak tutup pintu rapat ar."

So she runs back in the rain opens the door again, then closes it.

"Beep, beep!!"

"Huh?"

Shira runs back to the car in the rain.

Tengok-tengok Dayah actually wanted to ask for her birthday gift.

LOL!!!

Shira blurr je lebih.

Senang kata. We had alot of fun!!

Eagle-ing the Eye of Pizza Hut

2008-10-18T06:42:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,

So, ok. Yesterday *17th Oct* we had our class party at Pizza Hut. But since we didn't have school that morning, Yaya, Rorow and I had a little outing to a little place I would like to call Mid Valley Megamall. Ok, i guess the fact that it's called a megamall doesn't exactly make it little, but it sure does in my dictionary! (*warning* do NOT buy my dictionary)

But wait, before that. As i said earlier, we had Friday off because of the whole Form 3 having their PMR,but i would just like to express my pissed-off-ness to everybody reading this here. Adakah ianya adil yang kami dari kelas 2 Amanah hanya mendapat 1 hari cuti, and i repeat SATU, walaupun jika dilihat purata kelas yang lain mendapat 2 dan 3 hari cuti? Adakah ianya adil bahawa mahupun kami mendapat satu hari cuti, kami diberi cuti pada hari Jumaat yang begitu pendek masanya berbanding dengan hari-hari lain? Adakah ini yang dipanggil keadilan?? Adakah adil apa yang diberikan kepada angel-angel smkku? Adakah kita patut berdiri di sini sahaja tanpa memberi apa-apa bantahan? TIDAK!!! Ini bukan apa yang dimaksudkan dengan keadilan! Ini bukan apa yang kite deserve!!! Pengetua saje je cari gaduh.

Ok, where was i again? Oh yeah.

9.40 a.m- At KTM kajang. Waiting. Waiting. Alot of waiting. Actually, no. I'm juz really impatient.

9.50 a.m- Get on board. See! We didn't exactly wait THAT long. I mean there was no need for all that negativity Rorow!!

10.20 a.m- Arrive. Celcom dude attacks Rorow. Rush to the cinema counter. Dayah and I actually wanted to watch 'I Know Who Killed Me', but weirdly enough, it wasn't screening. So, we bought Eagle Eye instead, screening at 11.00.

10.40 a.m- Find gift for "Gift Swapping Ceremony" at Pizza Hut later. Eventually bought everything from Hinode Shop. *cutest shop ever, gotta love it*

11.10 a.m- Rush to movie. A bit late. How was i supposed to know picking a gift for one person would take that long? Ok, so maybe i did know, but still, everybody knows opening credits are way long. Oh wait, bought popcorn and drinks.

11.20 a.m- Finally arrive in. We got hall 12. Seats E 13-15. Ok. I know, thirteen!! But then again, Rorow sat there. So, we were 20 minutes late. Meaning, everybody there was already comfortably watching the movie when the three of us come barging in with our shopping bags hitting everywhere making ruffling noises everybody gets annoyed hearing. Then we sat down, but wait. WE have to get comfy. And getting comfy means a lot of moving and hiting the bags making a lot of unintended noise. We sincerely apologize. I mean, people should seriously start making shopping bags that won't make noises when being hit around. Finally get comfy.

Start watching the movie. The part we saw when we first arrived was like this war scene thing in like the desert which we seriously started thinking had no at all relations to Eagle Eye. Start to panick.

"Weyh, betul ke nih? Did we get in the right hall?"

"It did say 12"

"But macam xde kena mengena jer."

"Tau takpe."

"Omg, cuba bayangkan kalau salah hall."

N then the screen suddenly goes "EAGLE EYE".

"Ok, nope. Hall yg betul."

I have to say, It was an awesome movie. After that we all went crazy about Aria. Phone call.

"It's Aria calling you!! You're activated!!"

"Don't be so stupid Syana!"

1.00 p.m- Movie ends. Rush to toilet. LARGE sized cup + cold temperature in hall = "Move it people! We need the toilet!!"

1.10 p.m- Wow. 10 minutes dedicated to the toilet. Sorryyy. What? Oh yeah.

Go find gift for Rorow's dad at Jusco. Ended up buying a belt and this wallet. He seriously needed the belt but he wasn't so pleased with the wallet. I was fortunate enough to be there when she gave it. "La... Asal gemuk sangat?"

Then we looked at Barbie stuff. Hey, every girl loves her Barbie. And OMG! There was this one with the whole kitchen set and it had these minature cookies annd cakes and muffins and i'm losing my point here...

1.30- MPH! Bought a new book. "Hex and the Single Girl" from Little Black Dress Collection. Kinda addicted. Finished reading it yesterday. Explains why i didn't update this blog yesterday.

2.10 p.m- Rush to the KTM station. Duck Celcom Dude. We were WAY behind schedule. The party at Pizza Hut starts at 2.30 p.m, and I, being the organizer should have arrived there first. My bad you guys.

2.15 p.m- Swears at KTM for being so fuckin late. Oh wait, sorry. This is supposed to be a family oriented blog. bloody late, then. Happy?

2.20- Get on board. Swear some more for being so fu- bloody- slow. People start sms-ing
"u katner?"
"apa organizernyer x dtg lg?"
"jauh lg ke?"
FUCK OFF PEOPLE!!!
No, I mean.
BACK OFF, PEOPLE!!
Lol. Sorrryyyy, I was in a bad mood. I fully forgive you all. (ROFL)

2.sumthing p.m- I refused to look at the watch because i knew it would only piss me more. Grab a cab.
"Hit on it, Dude, and I'll pay you double!!"
If only the Transporter dude was there.

do not know at all what time but is guessing somewhere near 3 p.m- Arrive. Get in.

OK. Fullstop. I think I'm juz gonna end it here. I did plan on getting to the part bout Pizza Hut but figured it be too long.

Oh yeah, picture time!!!

Rorow. Dayah. KTM Kajang.

Syana. Rorow. KTM Kajang.

Three weirdos. KTM Kajang.

So i still have to do an update about the Pizza Hut, which I will. I solemly promise. But, I'm not sure when. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe midnight. Maybe next week. Maybe in a fortnight. Which reminds me, i think i'm gonna have a Halloween Party. (how the hell did me talking about what time i'm gonna update go to a halloween party??!!)

Well, anyway. I was just thinking about it. Give me your feedback.

XOXOXO